Saturday, January 11, 2014

Little Moments

I’ve been back in Kenya for 1 week. Just one. That is hard for me to believe when I sit and reflect on moments from the last 7 days.

I’d traveled for over 36 hours, slept maybe 3. Stood in line for almost 2 hours for my visa and then finally made it out of the airport to start the 2.5 hour drive to Nakuru. I was exhausted. I drifted in and out of consciousness as we drove. Finally we pulled through our gate and around to the side of the house to unload at the door closest to my room. All of the sudden my car door is flung open and one tiny body is jumping on top of me while two others are simultaneously trying to pull me out of the car while still buckled into my seatbelt. After I disentangle myself from small bodies and seatbelts and go inside to my room. It’s been cleaned with fresh sheets on my bed and flowers waiting for me.  Hope has found my travel neck pillow and is now wearing it on her head like a green lion mane. I make it down the hall to the babies’ playroom and peek my head in. I’m greeted with delighted squeals, Jabali, Sandra, Joy and Benji all yelling “nenny, nenny, nenny” and running toward me. I remember why I am here.

I’m sitting on a hard wooden bench in New Life preschool. It is nestled on top of a hill in a neighborhood on the edge of Kyoto, Nakuru’s trash dump. From here you can’t see it, but it isn’t very far. Each child & mom sitting in the room with us is a resident of Kyoto.  We listen as the Pastor who has come to commission this new school talks of how aptly named the school is. New life. New hope for these little ones, who come from a neighborhood where hope is hard to find. He reminds us who the giver of new life is, who it is that our hope comes from, that without God in this place, our efforts are wasted. It is He that gives the hope of a better future to come. One of the Mamas goes up to sing. Kenyan and American voices join as we sing and it is beautiful and I remember why I am here.

My face is burning with the heat from the large fire in our outside fire pit. I sit amidst a team from California as they debrief their time here in Kenya.  The air is cool, and the night is clear as the stars twinkle brightly from above reminding me of how small we are in comparison to the universe. How many millions of others have looked up at this same sky over the last hundreds of years? I am in awe of the grandness of God’s master plan taking place since time began and that even this tiny seemingly insignificant moment was included in His perfect plan. I’m humbled by the wisdom beyond their short years of some high schoolers as they share what they’ve been learning.  “ I don’t want to get to the end of my life having completed my personal bucket list of things to do. When I get to the end I want to know that I did and accomplished everything God set out for me to do.” I wish I had learned that at such a young age, and I remember why I’m here.

The sun is hot, the sky is clear. There are 7 kids piled in the back of the Sammon’s Land Rover singing hymns and worship songs as 6 adults and 1 baby are squeezed into the front. We are on our way to visit our friends from Wednesday Bible Study, Chris and Faith. Over the Christmas holidays they moved far out of the city to serve with a project their church founded. They are now house parents to at least 20 boys. We pull up in their driveway and there are several boys combatting a swarm of bees with a burning rubber boot. Chris greets us warmly “Karibuni! Welcome!” We get a tour, we meet the boys, we sit in their hall and listen and sing as one boy leads us in worship. We move into Chris and Faith’s house for Chai and snacks. There’s lots of talking and laughter. The kids go outside to play soccer with the boys, the men outside to talk business, and the women stay inside out of the searing hot sun. A wasp flies in. I run away from it back and forth in and out of the house as everyone else is sitting calmly on the couch. “ Hakuna Matata KaJenny.” Faith says. It is funny to me that this is the only time I’ve ever heard anyone use that phrase in Kenya. Everyone comes back inside and we pray for our sweet Kenyan friends and their daughter MaKenna. We pray for them to have impact on these boys, that God would give them wisdom and strength to help them. I remember why I am here.


So it is hard to believe I have been back for just 1 week. Each of these moments could easily go on my top 10 moments of my time in Kenya so far, and I look forward to many more.